This is happening TOMORROW.
Man, it's taken since May when L came forward to want to do this for us, for her to go through all the screenings, the mock cycle, legal and get prepped for this moment. And it's a big one.
Such a big one that I need to remember to breathe. And go to yoga. And run. And not eat too much chocolate. :)
And I know this once may not work but I'm hopeful and anxious all at once.
It's resurfacing a lot of the old failure and loss feelings and yet I'm hopeful because it's something new we are trying.
I need all the sticky vibes, crossed fingers and toes, prayers and calmness I can muster.
But most of all, I'm grateful we are here.
Friends have reached out, family has reached out, my IM (Intended Mom) fb group is being supportive and so are my church people. I feel so loved and supported that I know it'll be ok.
Mon, Nov 7 will be the pregnancy test. Just breathe till then...
2 months ago