I mean, I screamed. I don't usually scream. And I was screaming. It was ugly. At one point, I felt like I almost had one of those out of body experiences where I was looking at myself screaming, thinking who is this person???
So when that happened, I started explaining that even though I'm still upset, I really think it's the hormones and I can't quite control it. It's all fine now. I had to tell B that my evil twin sister isn't welcome to come around anymore. He seemed to like that.
One more week for my pregnancy test. Next Friday morning. It's all such a balancing act with continous mind games, isn't it?
And, have you all seen the What IF project video? It's remarkable. What courage this person had. Miriam/Keiko from Hannah Wept Sarah Laughed just put it all out there. And I thought, if she has the courage, then I can say something about it on face.book.
Here's what I posted this week:
as follow up to National Inferlity Awareness Week last week, this amazing woman made an incredible video. Hope it touches you too.
I wanted to add: B and I have been waiting 2 1/2 years now for our miracle. But I couldn't. It's ok though. I think it was
enough a lot for me to have put this out there. And you know what? Two people have commented and said it did touch them. Nice, huh?
Hope you watch it if you haven't already!