I really thought I was ok. Or at least better. Or at the very least focused on something else.
But it seeped in... in no time.
Yesterday, I saw a mom with two cute twin toddlers and I thought I really want kids. And then this morning Where's My Stork wrote this post called I Want to be Pregnant... NOW and I felt the EXACT same way.
And then, as a blow, my sister-in-law's sister-in-law, who is relatively close to the family, announced on face.book today that she was pregnant by posting a picture of her positive test stick - the same one I took in Nov that showed I was pregnant before the miscarriage. And it bummed me out.
So, I'm really bummed out. And am reaching out, hoping by getting my feelings out there and getting your supportive words, thoughts, hugs and prayers, I'll feel better...
1 month ago